I’m used to the darkness of the room we train in. It reminds me of who I am there. I’m not their commander. I don’t lead them or control them. In that place, we are equals. We are all nothing more than trained soldiers. It’s a nice feeling, in a way. Nobody complains about it, so they must agree with me on that.
Right now, I feel the sweat leaving my body, drop by drop. The cold release of emotions and tension. I remember the training quite well. I become cold. I do not feel. I am made of ice…
It was a normal day, beginning with the usual breakfast and the usual whining from Walt. I ignored the latter and went out of the office to stretch for a bit. I walked around for a while before I stopped by my room to kill time with Alice.
“Whatcha doin’?” I said, noticing her interest in whatever was going on in the world of her laptop.
“Mindlessly murdering things.” She managed with a plain tone.
“Ah. That’s nice.”
I laughed and walked out, remembering to catch the punch of one of Judith’s officers before tossing him to the floor.
“Close, but not quite.” I shook my head.
I went back to the main office. The door was open and I could hear a small argument. I peered in, immediately noticing Walt towering over Maria, and as expected, being an ass to her.
“Hey, commander,” He caught my attention, “when are ya planning to give my job to her?”
“What?”
“She pretty much does it already. Fucking advising you every fifteen fucking minutes!” He laughed loudly. Maria stormed out, fuming, but it was later that day things went downhill completely…
Maria had to come into the office for something so I let her in. I didn’t notice Walt stumbling in behind her. From the way he walked I think he drank about 4 gallons of hard liquor. It wasn’t long before a string of profanities left his mouth.
Walt approached Maria, who was calm until he tried to shove her. My eyes had to adjust to the sight of Walt being smacked hard into the floor by Maria…
Definitely didn’t expect that one. Anyways guys, it’s late, I’m tired as hell. I know the first part of the post makes no sense with the rest of it but with today’s events I couldn’t remember what else I was going to write this morning. :/
Passing… out… now….
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